Jennita

02:32 pm: memories 6/17/04

arrived at d's house: where's everyone?: pinoy time.

 roger's question and answer it now:pressured

 g's piano skillz: dope

dope the smell of a burnt chicken through out the house: stuck on my skin and hair: so much for that bbw spray.

 conversational traffic.

 d,g, eldine and i : all on our cell phones in one car

 favorite line of the night : " who you doin?"

word of the night: mangenda

effort phone call for rommel and his 10 second shot aka 'you have to say it or call me again vmail'.. took me 5  to complete the story for him. number of words i said  damnit- 5

edlin tells the girls that in fl a girl more than 3 months of her pregnancy can still abort if she can find the right doctor that can make it a ' stillborn'

mrs. 'n' struggling with her contacts for  45 minutes.: hillarious

 can't find ken: confusion

strike one by iryl

the former bowling name of 'speedy' aka jen sucks at bowling

 air hockey. 1-2 nat cheated:

phone call: best guyfriend and his girl broke up- says im one of the reason why.: feels irritated

 bumped Glorybell and lance - tried to introduce them to nat but choked : -forgot glorybell's name. : pathetic

 iryl stares at the way i eat my cheesesticks: put them in your mouth and bite em' ...right?

Dez and the shots

Chellene and Jp: surprised hugs intro chitchat Mike conversation blalblaaaah...found out her sis is due in 2 weeks yipee! :I am a godmother of 3: chell looks short, havent seen her in a year. Will and aTara so psyched to see me in person...: missed  them all.

 

09:24 pm: Killing myself softly.....

Advice for anyone,

 I swear, personal advice from an avid eater(moi) Try to avoid leftovers in the freezer.Please discard the unescessary munchies. If you think that it will save you money instead of eating out.. NO! instead your ass will be in the bathroom half the day. "Dayaria cha-cha-cha!"

AND just my other luck (from experience)

 If you ever hold a thick cell phone bill, with your name...just go to the nearest bathroom, then open it.

03:21 pm: Internal Bluntness
myth: pink is the new gangster, cuz supposedly wearing pink makes you 'secure' with your manhood enough to wear that stupid color.
fact: ever since cam'ron started wearing pink, every 'gangster' from those raised in the ghetto to those raised in the meadow started wearing pink. so this signifies something even bigger than being secure with your manhood. it's straight band wagon hopping in an ultimate hope to reach extreme 'gangsterness.'

myth: there is a sneaker king somewhere out there and it is possible to be one.</b></font>
fact: you are a poor bastard who cant afford anything because of buying too many sneakers. and there are people with many more sneakers than you who are not idiotic enough to show them off because they have a life and have better things to worry about than being a sneaker king. loser.

myth: music is considered hot when it is played on the radio. so therefore, people buy into it.
fact: radio stations play songs on the radio repeatedly in an attempt to get it stuck in your head. they practically shove the song down our throats. if a song is hot enough, it doesnt need to be played on the radio to get any type of recognition.

myth: it is hot to rock all types of gear you see advertised as 'the new and hot shit.'
fact: when you go out with this new gear, instead of looking to get respect, expect to be looked at as a wannabe. everybody, from girls to guys, will think you are trying too hard. well, indeed you are. so instead of trying to be like those models (who actually look good in that type of gear) try to find something that you like seeing YOURSELF in.</b></b>

myth: girls, it is cute to play hard to get.
fact: stop being a fucking loser. you actually think that's cute? not only do you look like a snob, but you look like a stupid ditsy little bitch. get over yourself.

myth: nice guys finish last.
fact: nice (girls or guys) do not finish last. the only reason they seem to be finishing last is because these are the people that are the most patient. they are willing to wait for good shit to happen. because they know it's worth it. these are the people who enjoy what comes to them because they know perfectly well that they deserve it. good things do come to those who wait. so wait. you jerks

03:11 pm: Cause it rocks

when im upset/angry/emo/confused/pmsn I turn to one thing.. my baby. Many people don't know that I can play.(part of my selfdisclosed shit) So yea... I started a couple of years ago.This foreign exchange student from Yugoslavia taught me the basics. It was 'hella' frustrating guys. I learned to bleed a little. It paid off.

Anyways. Unlike people it will never turn against me and the tune will progress as im using it. It's rare for people to change,nonetheless there's still some left over flaw. sooo..

 

 I love Jeng.

02:05 pm: Euro Trip

Yes. That's right kids... I am leaving and no one can stop me! ( i just like to say that line sometimes as if whatever... )

Pretty stoked about it, especially the fact that im taking my best friend Sony digicam ) lol  ... Today the school announced that my class is going to my other motherland. SPAIN! WOOOHOO!! so i'm going to these places: Paris,Madrid and Barcelona

Spanish shouldn't be a problem. it's ok to scream ' arrrrriiiiiba!'  Madrid...Now my french..hmmm..I'll just play mute.

 

So yea. I'm not going to London anymore...

 hope everything works out the way i planned it to be, euro trip then Cali  in a couple of months..to visit my 'dope' cousin

rancidbarbie

 

For now, I am nothing but a hopefull dreamer. Now back to reality

11:35 pm: Stop Collaborate and Read it.

Been doing lots of thinking less mouth. i'm here to tell you thAt it is a beautiful experiece. if an individual can just 'move' instead of talking--- I will be moved. my point is that i frown upon talkers. Especially bs artists.(yea fuck you if you are reading this.)I can smell them why so? just like a fiction writer i can mix fact and poopoo information, money down you'll believe me. so in conclusion i kinda hate myself.my kind that breeds in lies and uses it to manipulate people. Therefore I am a contradiction -----------

T y l e r left for Hawaii.. I saw him hours ago to say peace out and just to chill and ohh man. Honestly I am / do/ will miss him. Yeah. he's reaching dude. I've under estimated myself, this just proves i need to have a broader mind.SO far there's no answers: it's just the inevitable..whatever. he's all about now while im the tomorrow type. what complements us? what do you think?

 

Happy 25th birthday : Mike D. i love you man! bunchez

also to Lola mi Abuela... R.I.P

12:01 am: some suburbians theory..'sex in a car'

Patrick mentioned that his friends believe that if an individual has sex in his/her car, the aftermath of it will give him bad luck. (mischief such as: car wreck, over heating etc)

Well, contrary to that belief..I don't think it can happen. A persons car will improve unless they work on it themselves. As they use it on thier daily living activities the odds of wear and tear can happen.

 It's just easy to put the blame on the girl that was on top of the guy for messing up his mustang as a result.